Never lost it ever before, don't wanna lose it

Never lost it ever before, never wanna lost it to anyone else,
Every heart wants to roam around, mine did it for the first time,
my heart never walked in this street ever before,
I don't want it to get lost in the darkness, show the light dear,
hold it forever, girl, please hold it forever.

Don't you see my heart creeping towards yours,
Fix it girl, for all time, for some beautiful times to come,
Live it large with me, love it like anything,
Lend me your soul, only till my last breathe.

Once again, I tell you, I've never lost it ever before,
neither would I like to lose it to anyone else,
would you just hold the light, my heart is on your street,
this is the first time, my heart took a trip here,
show me some light, hold it forever,
Never lost it, don't wanna lose it to anyone else,
just lend your soul dear.

Answer me a yes

I know it's only a few days,
I left my signs with you,
You will think of me someday, someway,
we will never forget those simplest moments.

That was love or not,
Let's not judge that thought,
live the freeway,
call me if you still want to sit down with me
just to think about it a lil bit more.

There are falling we don't see,
we don't measure,
but we feel a hole somewhere around here,
somewhere deep inside.

***

I left my signs just a few days back,
You left me some too,
I admit, I need more,
answer me a 'yes' if I ask you that

say me something,
remind me of those simplest times,
hold on, am calling you,
did you think about it just a lil more



(*** you can put this part over there if you want:

(Live the freeway,
Live the freeway,
Join my day,
when you L-E-A-V-E the freeway
call me if you still want to sit down with me
just to think about it a lil bit more.)

21 Friends

Write down the names of either 21 of your friends/ randomly selected 21 friends from your list and answer the questions!

1 Sohel
2 Rusho
3 Kalyan
4 Augustin
5 Arif
6 Baadhon
7 Shamira
8 Mou
9 Raka
10 Jayita
11 Mishu
12 Shishir
13 Zico
14 Miran
15 Mitul
16 Merina
17 Sifat
18 Mumu
19 Trisha
20 Sumaiya
21 Mo




1 How did u meet 4?
he was a genius from my last school, St Gregory's...forgot how i was introduced to him


2. What would you do if you never met 1?
we call ourselves, 'jonmogoto dosto', our dad's are d closest buddies of each other...thr is no posibility we cudnt hv met

3. What would you do if you dated 18?
my dad wud hv gone bankrupt !! i wud hv promised not to date anyone further. LOL. jus kiddin... luv u sis

4. Have you ever seen 17 cry?
not realy...but heard her cryin..n yes, @ any lil disaster, she wud say "nawed, amar kanna pacche"... hey swthrt, dn start cryin now

5. Would 3 and 13 make a cute couple??
i dunno whether thy know each other but if gayism was legal here, they wud hv bn a talented couple fr sure :P


6. Describe 9.
ajoooob typer joss friend !!


7. Do you like number 14?
who doesn't. aage thekei nice guy, now he has a tie


8. Do you think 16 is awesome?
yeah !!! she is really awesome !!


9. When was the last time you talked to 19?
last night !!!

10.Where does 15 live?
@ fari's heart.

11. What is the best thing about 21?
being "Monica"

12. What would you like to tell 18 right now?
wake up...it's already late.


13. What is the best thing about 10?
she's a nicey


14 What's the best memory you have of 16?
gud tyms @ red shift.


15. When is the next time you will see 12?
maybe in this week...or the next...but he betr show up wth d packet I left @ his place


16. Is 20 pretty?
ahem !!!


17. What was your first impression of 4?
leonardo da vinci


18. Is 1 your best friend?
hell yeah !!

19. Have you seen 3 in the last month?!!
last month!?! i've attended his engagement last night.


20. When was the last time you saw 14?
I saw miran som days back @ d Mojo's tea with my hobu bhaabi


21. Have you ever been to 13's house?
oh yess!! oita to ekshomoe SS'er Hawa Bhaban chhilo

22. When is the next time you will see 11?
dunnno...may be next wk...or the next to it...


23. Are you really close to 8?
very close !!!! she is my twin :P


24. Would you give 20 a hug?
after d incident on my b'day... i gues i shall save a biiig hug for her b'day


25. Describe the relationship between 2 and 4.
invalid question: no relation


26. What's your friendship like with 8?
super glue. hop it remains the same throughout my entire life.


27. Have you ever danced with 19?
khekz...somehow, we did... heheehe


28. How do you know 21?
through sumaiya, i guess.


29. Does 2 have a bf/gf?
dude...had he nt grabbed an aussie chic, he mus b single now


30. Have you ever wanted to punch 4 in the face?
nevr had a reason...but how abt tryin it !! khekz...hehehehe


31. Has 9 met your mother?
yap.


32. Have you ever traveled anywhere with 19?
well...if dhanmondi to rifles or my place counts as travelling, then yes we did travel...hehehee


33. If you ever gave 7 $100 dollars, what would he/she do with it?
urmmm...i realy dunno. gotta ask her. may be she wud save it for her kid's education or a surprise gift for meraj bhai (be regular on fb, tht reminds u bdays).


34. What is your best memory of 1?
dost.. so many gud memories... it wud b unfair to put just 1 here. thnx fr being thr.


35. What is the one thing you most want 2 to know?
when are u really coming to dhaka !! ??


36. When did u meet 20?
jus som days back


37. What do you like most about 7?
look...attitude...personality...i guess everything !! :)


38. How did you meet 10?
@ mentors... i don rem'ber how we got introduced tho


39. Have you ever seen 6 cry ?
nope. tryin to imagine how wud she luk if she cries...khekz


40. Would 14 and 6 make a good couple?
well...if they are intrested :P :P just kidding !!!


41. Are you good friends with 19?
oh hell yeah !!


42. Do you think 2 is cute?
1 of her girl (friend) told me he luks lyk a cute lil elepele ( i dunno how elephant got dis new name)


43. Something about 5.
dost, u've d talent, don't lose it !!


44. How did u meet 13?
Gregorian brothers are always one


45. What is 7's favorite color?
white i guess !! am i right sam??

46. What would you do if 17 just confessed that he/she liked you?
ahem...if she really does...then...ahem...


47. Fact about 19.
her current state: bhitor bole duure thakuk, bahir bole ashuk na

48. What does 1 do for a living?
BRAC Bank job


49. Would you ever live with 16?
won't b d wrst thng to do... nights wud b pop-corn n movies.. days wud b offic.. no pervert thought plz


50. Is 8 single?
she's engaged

51. Where does 7 live?
gulshan


52. What do you think about 9?
she myt actually SMS us @ her wedding "shamne theke shor, u ppl r makin me laugh"


53. What's the worst and best thing about 12?
Worst: diplomatic
Best : diplomatic

54. Who is 6 going out with?
wish i knew.


55. What do you like about 17?
that she prays... simplicity... the list wud b too long...

Raka gets there too...

I thought girls get chupchaap at their wedding but Raka proved me all wrong. After a shaky start/step toward her royal white stage, she was in complete command within a few minutes. Not more than 5 minutes have passed, she started talking to Meraj bhai like all other days. The half new yorker got some sort of bossy sooner that she could be. As of Rintu, she jharified him more than twice.

I liked the prayer,it touched all the corners of prayers that the new couple and their family would need. It was long though.

Some 'good' highlight: the dessert was a goood selection. Stage was royal white, beautiful. Raka was looking gorge bride.

Oh, the day is not over yet. Meraj bhai's family went to samurai's house. Dunno the update yet. Probably, another kurbani following soon.

Mitul covered Lifehouse, a good choice. Liked the song that Fariba sang but could not recognize properly. The couple was looking all good and mushy at times, as usual.

Our photo session was elongated due to Friend Plus Session, Friends Session and Amra Amra sessions. Nothing else that I can remember to state here, may be due to my drowsy brain and dhuludhulu eyes.

Why couldn't I express it before, "I love these people".

Not that I don't feel like writing but somethings makes me the laziest on this job. Wish I could drive away the restless part of mine to concentrate on a single objective and even refrain me from too much laziness so that I just start writing whenever I feel like.

Last year, was another good end. I have done 6 courses last semester and accomplished quite a satisfactory result. Undoubtedly, it was hectic yet the Almighty helped me gain some solace to my painful academic grade sheet.

Mou got engaged, Jayita too. Raka would be following the shown path very soon. Shishir, the most diplomatic kid (as of Mou) managed to secure his future quite handsomely; yes, he is definitely an eligible bachelor now. Jayi is also 'jobbed' again, i mean recruited at the firm where Sagor bhai, Ahsan bhai is also involved. She's happy with her game which has 18,000+ subscription now. oh, Samiul reminded me a story when we saw Oney (LOL) at NSU yesterday. Btw, last night it was Arif bhai's (and Nawsheen) last event to the formal (money spending) occassion...LOL... i mean boubhaat (Walima). Shishir, Shamira,Jayita, Mitul and Rumman was there.

Shamira, the angel, sometimes I think she transformed into a human from 'fairy'. How come she is such a cool customer always? Could ever anyone complain against her other than her mom, if she pissed her bed wet when she was a little kid. Now she's working for ACI. One of those draem jobs. In fact, she's a product executive which doesn't sound big, but 'huuuuge' for me. You know why? Because I think MNC people are the biggest 'rajakar', they are taking away our hard earned money. This year, this angel might just lose her 'virgin' feather too.

Mou - shall i start writing on this Topic, I can go on for ages. This Transcom girl has changed quite a number of my habits (or shall i say, bad habits). She will get married this year too. I only pray to Allah, May i not miss my sister, may she remain like this dearest to me till my last breathe.

Zico is the strangest of this category, probably the heartiest too. Strange coz you never know what he is coming up with in the very next moment. Sometimes he seems the happiest person in the world, sometimes he just would drown you to deep into the river of sadness. The 'heart-throb' of NSUSS did marvelsome job with his unusual presidential conversation. Lately, he has been 'absonding'.Yes, 'absconding'. Jayita can give the perfect explanation of 'why', coz I know before Zics can finish his story there will be @least 39 missed calls. Ultimately I'll lose the interest on the story.

Rumman, honestly speaking, I thought he could have been a great friend but people and the situation had other plans. I still couldn't find the reason behind...i dunno how to say it. Oh, Mr Corporate is hooked to (the acrobatic !!! as she described her youger days to me) Trina. Once we were kidding about a form that had all those features Rumman matched with Rumman, i don't clearly rem'ber but wasn't that Trina?

Badhon. sometimes she would make the biggest lie to you deliberately and you won't have any clue from her face. Shishir's sister. Charlies Angel's gang'er arek member, i mean the Mou-Shamira-Baadhon tag. On every NSUSS member list, you'll always find their names in this order. This Dilu road part-time neighbour has one of the most confusing character. Sometimes she would do one the most unexpected thing. I remember, once, all of us went to Dhanmondi Lake and she did throw something at a couple without any hesitation and started walking the other way as if she didn't know anything.

Mitul. the Rocksta. Yes,i know, if I need any help from him, he'll surely come up with a solution or atleast give a try. May Allah Bless Him with his life. The guitarist cum rapper cum etc... and Fariba's boyfriend.

Miran. Somehow, am now missing those old days when I tried to learn Table Tennis from him. The SCB guy has a good command over Finance and Accounting. He has a girlfriend too and all set for the marital sermon. Just time stands between the ceremony and him.

There is a half-US girl in my buddy list. Meraj bhai's girlfriend and the to-be-wife-soon. Raka in 'Saree' ?!! could you believe that four years back? At least, I could not. The tom-boy turned girlie had a crush some years back though, hehehe, whom I bumped @ Cafe Mango some months back when he came back from Canada.

Mango...mishu. some years back, due to Tinni he could concentrate on his studies as 'phone-a-special-friend' most of his 24hrs schedule. Anyways, she got married. But did that stop Mishu. Never, failure is the pillar of success. This time he joined GP to cut the cost down and did manage another 'phone-a-friend-all-night', Farzana. Rumor says, now Mishu gets tired of talking over phone!?!?!?!! World has changed big time. She seemed a nice girl though.

getting out of words...getting lazy again...

WISH I COULD EVER EXPERSS HOW MUCH THESE PEOPLE MEAN TO ME.

Just because there was everything...

...on the title, i won't write anything on the body.

Thank You.

Pen and paper conversation

Paper: I know you love me
Pen: I think it was infatuation
Paper: infatuation!! meeting everyday, was infatuation to you!!
Pen: I didn't have much choice.situation made me do so.
Paper: why are you so inconsiderate?
Pen: am not.not at all. you were there, so we met. that's all.
Paper: ...and that doesn't mean anyyyyythng to you?
Pen: sweet p, see i told u it's not my choice.
Paper: so, who's choice is it?
Pen: Mr and Mrs humans
Paper: duh!
Pen: honestly speaking, I've met with 3 other papers this semester.
Paper: what!!
Pen: i told u, it's not my choice.
Paper: ya, ryt...u r so pathetic.
Pen: am sorry
Paper: am sorry too
Pen: yap, u should have understood me earlier
Paper: am not sorry for shouting at you
Pen: then what?!
Paper: am sorry that i forgot to tell you about Red, Green, Blue, Pink marker, Green marker and blue markers; i've actually met them this semester